I was writing additional paragraphs to my previous entry when I accidentally clicked some button while I was looking for certain function to apply. And I pressed backspace and puff, it's gone! Oh well, guess I better create a brand new entry for what I wanted to jot.

I was saying I noticed that I too have new year's resolution like everybody else, only that it's a disguise in shopping list form. So what do I want to OWN most? Please note the word 'own', cause it means you guys who read this have a part in this too, well, you could buy them for me... bwahahahahaha

1. Suzuki Swift (new model) - Although I don't expect it comes as a gift unless if I won any contest lah, whatever pun I'll still accept public generosity. *wink*

2. Projection Alarm Clock - Loveeee the cool funky one. The one with lights ala disco, colourful, I like! And of course the one that rings to wake me up. Even better with radio.

3. External HD - I was aiming for Sony VAIO 250Gb because I saw one sold in eBay for £80, I didn't know the retail price was triple the money. And I didn't know what was wrong with the £80 price tag, whether it was faulty or without warranty or stolen goods.. Now I don't mind the brand but it has to be 200Gb and above. 80Gb is permissable if it's really really really cheap like RM50 je ke hahaha!!

Stuff I don't yearn for that much, and might be pocket-burn proof.

4. PowerBook - OK this is as expensive la jugak kan but again, takde la perlu sangat to have it. My cokia Twinhead is still strong and macho.

5. A pet - I'd love to have a dog but I know nanti penat aku nak samak everytime after touching him, penat samak everything he licked plak tu. So my option's narrowed down to cat, hamster or gerbil, parrot, tiger cub, monkey.. no snakes or iguanas please.

6. 2006 diary - Anyone? Diary company yang lebih tu, preferably yang cun punye la..

7. Earrings - Which suit my crooked look hahaha, wanted to buy anting-anting but so far haven't met with one that represents my personality. Agak sick of wearing stubs want a wind of change.

8. Island vacation - Sigh

9. New mobile - Currently eyeing Motorola PEBL. Pemalas kan motorola ni nak mengeja?

So my hidden new year's resolutions? In order to 'own' those mentioned on my own efforts, I have to..

• Secure a job. Maybe 2 jobs, nak kaye cepat kan?
• Lead a healthy living, go to gym if affordable. Logic: nak ngurat laki kaye whom usually muka and bodylistik.
• Change of attitude. Kena lah rajin and determined to meet your own goals kan?
• Be positive always. Negative vibes bring you to nowhere, tak maju.

Sekian.